Sorry for the long time no see, I’ve been lost in the blah that is RL. I started grad school a month and a half or so ago and I’ve been busy with that lately. Anyway, I’m just here to vent really quickly and then I’ll disappear again. I made the mistake of going on [...]
Posts Tagged ‘heartbreak’
Rearview Mirror
Posted in Personal, Quickie Update, tagged heartbreak, longing, love, sad on 10/27/2009 | 2 Comments »
Bravery
Posted in Relationships, tagged doubt, heartbreak, PH, sad, Work on 10/25/2007 | Leave a Comment »
I got a response to my text yesterday. He texted me back at 2:30am, which I can only assume was his break time at work. He sent me back something saying basically that he's been “crazy busy” and that he's been working every day since Sunday. He asked how I was doing, and when I [...]
And It Burns, Burns, Burns….
Posted in Personal, tagged drama, fires, heartbreak, PH, sad, Work on 10/22/2007 | Leave a Comment »
There are literally 8 fires burning in San Diego right now, all of them around where I live (but not close enough to be a threat….at least not yet). Am I a bad person for not going in to work on my day off? I had a class scheduled today which got canceled because the [...]
Flight Delay
Posted in Reflections, tagged friends, funny, guys, heartbreak, love on 09/11/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Of course by “flight” I mean “story”, and by “delay” I mean…..delay. Lol. I don't know why I bother to post this at all since this was like a month ago, but I figured I'd say something real quick about it because it was a nice contrast to all that madness that had happened with [...]
Is Anyone Out There?
Posted in Relationships, tagged A Kiss Could Be Deadly, awkward, concert, guys, heartbreak, karma, lonely, love, PF, regret, sad, ST on 08/20/2007 | Leave a Comment »
It is absolutely ridiculous how lonely someone can feel, even when they're surrounded by people. Anyway. This is a little tale about my Friday night going to the show at the Henry Fonda Theatre. Dont get me wrong; I was dancing and singing up a storm at that show and if you read my other [...]
No Sleep
Posted in Relationships, tagged guys, heartbreak, lonely, longing, PF, regret, sad, ST on 06/16/2007 | Leave a Comment »
That's basically been my problem lately. I just started working nights and I'm tired like you can't believe. That, and I've been depressed lately. I think maybe a part of that is because of my being tired, but still….I had a bad dream the other night. I mean, it was a good dream, but when [...]
Hallucinations and Frustrations
Posted in Relationships, tagged Aquabats, concert, guys, heartbreak, karma, PF, regret, sad on 06/01/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Tonight I went to go see the Aquabats by myself at the House of Blues in downtown SD. I had this fleeting thought earlier in the night before I got there, a sort of “What if….?” But then I thought “No, that's silly, what are the odds?” I got there in time to see the [...]
Will It Ever Get Better?
Posted in Relationships, tagged heartbreak, sad, SM on 03/17/2006 | Leave a Comment »
This is a copy and paste from my MySpace blog, so if you look at that you can skip this. Ohhh, where to start? My life starting May of last year took this crazy turn downward, culminating with December being a month where I spent most of my time in bed or on the couch [...]
Chaos and a Broken Heart
Posted in Relationships, tagged heartbreak, MR, sad on 12/29/2005 | Leave a Comment »
There is so much going on right now I don't even know where to start. I wish I could say it was good but unfortunately it's not. I guess it's not technically BAD either but, well…it's bad for me. All I want is for this year to be over and done with and for things [...]
Goodbye Letter
Posted in Relationships, tagged goodbye, heartbreak, MR, sad on 12/16/2005 | Leave a Comment »
I've said goodbye far too many times this year, and I still have one more time after this…. Why? This is what I ended up sending to him. I don't expect a reply…and if I get one, I'm not sure I'll have it in me to read it. _______________________________________________________ Hey.I don't really know how to [...]
