Sorry for the long time no see, I’ve been lost in the blah that is RL. I started grad school a month and a half or so ago and I’ve been busy with that lately. Anyway, I’m just here to vent really quickly and then I’ll disappear again. I made the mistake of going on [...]
Posts Tagged ‘love’
Rearview Mirror
Posted in Personal, Quickie Update, tagged heartbreak, longing, love, sad on 10/27/2009 | 2 Comments »
Jealousy Will Drive You Mad
Posted in Personal, tagged jealousy, love, sad on 09/11/2009 | Leave a Comment »
Seriously, I love my boyfriend but I feel like things are starting to get out of control. We just had this long discussion about how he doesn’t trust me around other guys, especially not ones who were my exes. Okay, fine, I’ll give him that. I didn’t exactly give him a strong reason to trust [...]
Oh How the Past Haunts
Posted in Personal, Quickie Update, tagged guys, love, past on 06/06/2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s funny how things start to come back around after it seems like they’ve gone away/been broken. It’s been a week I think since my ex moved out of my place, and probably a month since I told him I thought we should break up. One of the things he tried to do was ruin [...]
Love Story
Posted in Personal, Quickie Update, Relationships, tagged longing, love, sad on 05/29/2009 | 1 Comment »
Not my lyrics, not my words…but ohhh… I’m not a huge fan of country music but this girl hit the nail on the head with this one. We were both young, when I first saw you. I close my eyes and the flashback starts- I’m standing there, on a balcony in summer air. I see [...]
eHarmony Hates Me
Posted in Humor, tagged funny, love, sad on 02/10/2009 | Leave a Comment »
eHarmony just proved what I always feared to be true about myself: I’m completely unlovable. You might be wondering why I was even on eHarmony since I’m in a relationship and all–well, to be honest I’ve seen those commercials as much as anyone else, and out of sheer morbid curiosity I decided to see what [...]
Flight Delay
Posted in Reflections, tagged friends, funny, guys, heartbreak, love on 09/11/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Of course by “flight” I mean “story”, and by “delay” I mean…..delay. Lol. I don't know why I bother to post this at all since this was like a month ago, but I figured I'd say something real quick about it because it was a nice contrast to all that madness that had happened with [...]
Is Anyone Out There?
Posted in Relationships, tagged A Kiss Could Be Deadly, awkward, concert, guys, heartbreak, karma, lonely, love, PF, regret, sad, ST on 08/20/2007 | Leave a Comment »
It is absolutely ridiculous how lonely someone can feel, even when they're surrounded by people. Anyway. This is a little tale about my Friday night going to the show at the Henry Fonda Theatre. Dont get me wrong; I was dancing and singing up a storm at that show and if you read my other [...]
Weekend?
Posted in Personal, tagged concert, doubt, guys, longing, love, PF, sad, ST on 08/15/2007 | Leave a Comment »
So I probably mentioned this already, but since I have this bizarre policy of not re-reading my last journal entries before posting a new one I'm never really sure if I'm repeating myself or not. Anyway, I'm going up to LA Friday morning after work because that night I'm seeing the Aquabats play with MC [...]
Robbed of Victory
Posted in Relationships, tagged dilemma, drinking, funny, guys, love, PF, scheme, ST on 06/27/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Okay, so I had sent Spencer back a long winded message one night whilst I was 6 beers in and it was about 3am. He never sent me anything after that and I was PISSED. Worse than pissed, I was hurt. I mean, why initiate a conversation with me like that to have me respond [...]
Grumbles
Posted in Relationships, tagged dilemma, guys, longing, love, PF, ST on 06/21/2007 | Leave a Comment »
I get cranky when I can't get what I want. Honestly, I wish I'd never opened that damn MySpace message…. I can't win either way. If I hook up with him, I don't get what I want (to REALLY be with him). If I don't hook up with him, then I don't get what I [...]
