It is absolutely ridiculous how lonely someone can feel, even when they're surrounded by people. Anyway. This is a little tale about my Friday night going to the show at the Henry Fonda Theatre. Dont get me wrong; I was dancing and singing up a storm at that show and if you read my other [...]
Posts Tagged ‘ST’
Is Anyone Out There?
Posted in Relationships, tagged A Kiss Could Be Deadly, awkward, concert, guys, heartbreak, karma, lonely, love, PF, regret, sad, ST on 08/20/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Weekend?
Posted in Personal, tagged concert, doubt, guys, longing, love, PF, sad, ST on 08/15/2007 | Leave a Comment »
So I probably mentioned this already, but since I have this bizarre policy of not re-reading my last journal entries before posting a new one I'm never really sure if I'm repeating myself or not. Anyway, I'm going up to LA Friday morning after work because that night I'm seeing the Aquabats play with MC [...]
Work Work Work
Posted in Work, tagged guys, lonely, nursing, PF, ST, Work on 08/08/2007 | Leave a Comment »
What a boring person I am, lol. All I do lately is work, and then when I'm not at work I'm too apathetic to want to post anything here. Work is going okay, I guess. The thing that sucks is that I don't feel like I fit in there, so I'm real lonely most of [...]
Robbed of Victory
Posted in Relationships, tagged dilemma, drinking, funny, guys, love, PF, scheme, ST on 06/27/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Okay, so I had sent Spencer back a long winded message one night whilst I was 6 beers in and it was about 3am. He never sent me anything after that and I was PISSED. Worse than pissed, I was hurt. I mean, why initiate a conversation with me like that to have me respond [...]
Grumbles
Posted in Relationships, tagged dilemma, guys, longing, love, PF, ST on 06/21/2007 | Leave a Comment »
I get cranky when I can't get what I want. Honestly, I wish I'd never opened that damn MySpace message…. I can't win either way. If I hook up with him, I don't get what I want (to REALLY be with him). If I don't hook up with him, then I don't get what I [...]
Uplifted
Posted in Relationships, tagged angry, guys, PF, sad, ST, used on 06/18/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Oh my God, I was in such a bad mood all day long. I had this epiphany last night about the whole Spencer non-issue. I had talked to Nancy last night and and told her because apparently she hadn't read the part about him saying that he was single now. I went off about everything [...]
No Sleep
Posted in Relationships, tagged guys, heartbreak, lonely, longing, PF, regret, sad, ST on 06/16/2007 | Leave a Comment »
That's basically been my problem lately. I just started working nights and I'm tired like you can't believe. That, and I've been depressed lately. I think maybe a part of that is because of my being tired, but still….I had a bad dream the other night. I mean, it was a good dream, but when [...]
Is It Longing or Is It Love?
Posted in Relationships, tagged guys, longing, love, regret, sad, ST on 06/06/2007 | Leave a Comment »
Do you ever find yourself wondering if you really like someone as much as you think you do? Like quite possibly the only reason you like them so much is because you have this image of them in your head, but if you actually managed to be with them they would never live up to [...]
